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The late weigh-in

I am so unhappy with my result for this week. I started out really gung-ho and undid all the work on the weekend. I still weigh 70 kilos. I want so much to get past this roadblock.

I know that I am sabotaging myself.

The main focus of my appointment tonight with R. was talking about this issue.

Why is it so hard to loose more?

This is what I am thinking about. A lot of ideas were swirled around. I need to stick to my plan and especially not let the weekend eating get away from me.

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Working Lady said…
I've been sabotaged too! Except, instead of not being able to weigh, I've been weighing in every hour or so. It's enough to drive me mad! :)
So I'm really pulling for you. I'm sure you'll break through, I just read your progress. Regardless of your weekend you are kicking booty!
5:03 am
Jocelyn said…
I know this is not really what you want to hear, but hang in there, keep working on it and just work it until it works because it will. Sending you good (and patient) thoughts :-)
1:10 pm
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