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As it turns out

When you eat a lot of garbage, you eventually will put on weight.

The denial is over. I weigh 70 kilos. Talk about a reality check.

That is just 2 kilos under what I weighed at this time last year.

I think I should be pleased about one thing, I didn't gain in 2005! I can wear the same clothes I wore last summer.

This is a good thing, but 2006 has got to be different.

I'm glad everyone agrees with me on that point.

Also, welcome back Tree.

Comments

The Candid Bandit said…
*cheers*

Reality is the best place to begin.

I'm proud of you for making it through 2005 sanely and as healthy as you can.

This post reminded me of how time slips away from us. Its eay to look behind us and think "Shit, what did I do with my time?" but we did the best we could at those exact moments.

No regrets kiddo. Just leassons learned.
Thanks for being my friend in 2006.
6:55 pm
Anonymous said…
ugh. you're right. i have to stop with the christmas eating or all the weight i've recently lost is going to sneak back on. ugh, i would hate that.

ok, no more christmas eating for me :)
2:29 pm
Shannin said…
It's great you maintained, especially with what you were going through last year. I think you're going to have a great 2006.
10:52 am
Marisa said…
Wish I could say the same thing. I've managed to gain 5 pounds since mid-December. I'm getting back on track though. This year I will make goal.

Cheers!
3:51 pm
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