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Not Hungry, Thirsty

I have listened to the free Think Slim cd about 4 times just before going to sleep at night. There is one part where he repeats over and over, "not hungry, thirsty, drink more water, drink more water." It is now stuck in my head. Is that a good thing? Well, it may be working because I feel thirsty all the time. But that could just be because it is fucking hot outside.

Friday night was my work Christmas party. Mr. ralph and I drank far too much and were both sick. But it was a good night. It was nice to do something together. Things are on the up with us.

I had a good week and think I lost weight, but I still haven't weighed myself. At the moment I am letting the way my clothes fit tell me how I am doing. I am too scared of the scale.

I didn't walk yesterday because of the massive hangover, but I did get up early this morning and do some walking. I am thinking about joining the gym that is in the city so that I can go on my way home from work. But I don't want to join for more than 3 months. I don't know how much longer I will be living here.

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Denise said…
Join the gym on a month-to-month basis - who cares how long you'll be there, just do what you need to in order to feel fabulous for yourself!

Hugs,
Denise
6:13 am
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