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I'm back???

So tonight on Facebook I visited one of my friends links to her blog. I seriously had not thought about this blog in so long. I don't know why I stopped writing. But I want to start again. I have always found writing therapeutic. It has been so long since I've written I re-read my last entries. I cried.

I was in so much pain back then with the end of my relationship with Ash.. and recuperating from the accident. I can't say that pain no longer exists in my world because it does. But I have clearly grown immensely in my understanding of pain.

I have discovered several people that have influenced me and changed my life. Louise Hay was the first. Then through reading and getting to know her I came across Dr. Wayne Dyer. These and several more people have changed my life incredibly. I plan to keep writing. Tonight I will leave it brief as I have a head cold and need to rest.

 But look out blog world. I'm back!!!

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