livingforrecovery

from Chapter 14, of Women Who Run With The Wolves , La Selva Subterranea: Initiation of the Underground Forest "during the darkest times of the feminine unconscious, the uterine unconscious, Nature, feeds a woman's soul. Women describe that in the midst of their descent they are in the darkest dark and are touched by the brush of a wing tip and feel lightened. They feel an inner nourishing taking place, a spring of blessed water bursting forth over parched ground. . . from where they do not know. The spring does not solve suffering, but rather nourishes when nothing else is forthcoming. It is a manna in the desert. It is water from stones. It is food out of thin air. It quells the hunger so we can go on. And that is the whole point. . . to go on. To go on toward our knowing destiny" I know I've posted this before. But I feel it is vital to use again. I woke up at 3am unable to go back to sleep. The thing is, I've got so many decisions to make about my...

Let me introduce you to our first candidate for Queen B's room: Miss S First thing I ask is if she will be at work during the day, what does she do? etc. She says she is a student and has a job but she only works one day a week on Thursdays. I think to myself: How does one live on that kind of income? I want to sign up! Damnit to hell I'm not Australian. Your government f-cking loves you. Then she actually turns it around on me and asks me what I do! hehe. When I told her I leave almost every morning at 6am her jaw dropped to the ground. She said, "ohmygod!" So then I ask her, "Do you have any references?" Miss S nervously says, "Um no you see I haven't been on any leases because I lived in the UK for two years and when I came back home (I assume here) I didn't like it here so I moved to Sydney, but I'm back here now but staying with my sister.(stammering) I mean I could ask her flatmate (some guy's name) to give me a reference...

I dont know what to say, So I am going to share this song. I saw the music video this morning and my heart almost broke listening to the words. Born to Try, By Delta Goodrim Doin everything that I believe in Goin by the rules that I've been taught More understanding of what's around me And protected from the walls of love And all that you see is me And all I truly believe That I was born to try I've learned to love Be understanding And believe in life But you've got to make choices Be wrong or right Sometimes you've gotta sacrifice the things you like But I was born to try No point in talking what you should have been And regretting all the things that went on Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate Remove the clouds and look at the bigger picture And all that you see is me And all I truly believe That I was born to try I've learned to love Be understanding And believe in life But you've gotta make choices Be wrong or right Sometimes you've gotta...